Thursday, May 27, 2010

Though we have not hit the ground, it doesn't mean we're not still falling

I discovered this charming little French inspired café located in Empire Shopping Complex, Subang Jaya called Whisk. It’s a family run café serving coffee, cakes, pies and pasta. Very home cook food, great if you are after something light. If you see macarons at the counter, try them! Real decent and freshly baked by the owners. The owners mentioned that they were inspired by the macarons that are sold at Laduree. Goodstuff!

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Its like pushing shit through a straw..…that’s how I feel at the moment with work and datelines in Bankerland. Da King says its worst if one has to push shit through the straw using the mouth. I told him I am not sure how he knows it is worst, but he ain’t touching my food from now onwards.

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I miss Moonlight. I have not seen her for some time and something tells me she is staying away for a while. Perhaps its best this way, only so much I can give without anything in return. Cliche as it sounds, it takes two to tango. Its never good for one's self esteem. I constantly feel like I am extending too much, reaching out and taking a position which leaves me open to disappointment, false promises and unfulfilled expectations. If only Moonlight knew that I would still be here irregardless of what happens, in hope that one fine day, she would finally see that.

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I love the tune to Maroon 5's Nothing Last Forever...and the lyrics...oh, the lyrics, speaks to me loud and clear:

It is so easy to see
Dysfunction between you and me
We must free up these tired souls
Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know
I love you but I'm letting go
It may not last but I don't know
Just don't know

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you

Everyday
With every worthless word we get more far away
The distance between us makes it so hard to stay
But nothing lasts forever, but be honest babe
It hurts but it may be the only way

A bed that's warm with memories
Can heal us temporarily
The misbehaving only makes
The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart
I'll never let it fall apart
But strangely I wish secretly
It would fall down while I'm asleep

If you don't know
Then you can't care
And you show up
But you're not there
But I'm waiting
And you want to
Still afraid that I will desert you, babe

Though we have not hit the ground
It doesn't mean we're not still falling,
Oh I want so bad to pick you up
But you're still too reluctant to accept my help
What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame
But until then the fact remains

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